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Future_Shock
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 Posted - 2009/01/15 : 07:37:57
I had to sever all ties with someone i care about deeply today.
I deleted her from facebook, deleted her from my msn and deleted her numbers from my phone.
I honestly think ****ing her off is one of the hardest things im gonna have to do in my life by choice.
But i honestly feel like im going to be a better person because of it.
**** girls - anyone who lives in sydney who wants to go for a drink or meet me - now is the best time!
This has nothing to do with anyone and im sure ill get some smart ass comment from deverse or wilky or some other numpty but i just dont give a **** about any of you who are like that so dont even bother.
Seriously, **** anybody who wants to bring unneccessary shit into my life. I'm so disappointed in myself for being the push over i have been in my life.
**** you wilky, if you dont like me then dont ****ing talk about me.
**** you deverse, you dont know me, stop talking shit about me, and stop being a smart ass nobody likes you.
I feel like im at a turning point in my life. Im just going to come out with everything now. Huge rant. Epic TL;DR
Roll on 2009 and just watch how many ****ing tracks i release.
Ionosphere, ive got some shit for you, its been a REALLY long week, sorry about the delay. Thanks for your support since i started producing, you dont know it but it means a lot coming from you guys, i respect you a lot.
Fingaz, im sorry the release didnt work out the way we wanted it to, but you're an amazing MC and i have total faith in your abilities, aslong as you'll have me, we will make MANY tracks together in the future. You'll make it big, im 100% sure
Hazey im sorry about so many **** arounds with my releases. I fully support you and your label and i will be more professional in my efforts in the future. We need to go for a beer.
James nova - i fully support what you're doing, and im always going to be there for your production problems, your girl and personal problems and to push your label - i have total faith in that its going to be HUGE - don't ever lose faith in what you're doing.
Jackson Leto - You've been there for me since the beginning, you've always supported me and pushed me to be a better producer. You've been there when i got signed, and you've been there through the rough days. I honestly don't think i would have pushed myself as hard if you didnt make me and give me your support and faith.
Rory Impact by chance if you read this you were probably my biggest influence in music - im sure when you have breaks engineering for pop acts we can have a beer, you'll be a great addition to whatever scene you are involved in.
Rina rina - one of the best internet friends ive made, you've always been supportive of my music. Hurry up and ****ing get to sydney you numpty.
Silver thanks for giving me the opportunities you have for improving this site, and other things. Thanks for giving me contacts to vocalists and producers, none of this will be forgotten, and the problems we have with certain things at the moment will wokr out for the best - we will work out all the kinks and im positive that it'll make a big difference to the website and how representable it is!
Kenmasters i whole-heartedly have 100% respect for you and what you're trying to do for this website and music in general. I think more people need to take active steps like this.
I'm sure theres people ive forgotten, and im sorry it wasnt intentional. Give a shout and i'll let you know how i feel. And sorry to everyone else who had to read this mindless dribble, im just in a sharing mood and i wanna get a lot of things off my chest.
I honestly have love for a lot of people here and this website and the scene in general.
I know some of you "old school" people here will think this is one of this newby whiny posts but i heaps dont give a **** hey. SUck it up, if you dont like it, **** off. This is a personal post and i dont give a **** what you think about it.
/End biggest rant i'll ever do.
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Future_Shock
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Posted - 2009/01/15 : 07:49:06
I knew i forgot someone.
Joel wright - you're a fantastic producer and i admire and respect you greatly. I think you have immense talent and i can only hope one day that i reach the level you have in your productions. I think you have very unique ideas, very unique style. I think you'll go far and it'll be a crime if you don't. Always good for a chat too ;)
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Charco
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Posted - 2009/01/15 : 09:31:14
The hardest thing to do is usually the right one (in a round-a-bout kinda way)...
"Easy roads are always sure to loose..."
I'm a strong believer that everything happens for a reason -and you seem to have a lot of support and friends behind you - it's all good and best of luck with life 
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Jay-Owen
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Posted - 2009/01/15 : 09:33:01
To comment on the first part of the post, I recently underwent a similar event, I had to block and delete someone I had known and been talking to every day for two years on MSN, but that I was never, ever going to meet. It's ****ing hard, mate. I hope you pull through =]
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Future_Shock
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Posted - 2009/01/15 : 09:41:40
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Originally posted by Jay-Owen:
To comment on the first part of the post, I recently underwent a similar event, I had to block and delete someone I had known and been talking to every day for two years on MSN, but that I was never, ever going to meet. It's ****ing hard, mate. I hope you pull through =]
Ah yeah, i met her, i knew her, she lives near me, we had feelings for each other.
But a lot of stuff has happened and it's just easier this way.
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Starstruck
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Posted - 2009/01/15 : 09:45:37
Good luck getting on through all these things.
I know for a fact i was there right at the start.. and i've helped you through that someone you care about so deeply.
Thankyou for the mention and i appreciate the respect and personal gratitude.
Good luck with your releases on Executive, Nu Energy, aswell as the many other labels your tracks will attract.. I am very happy to have an exceptional amount of ur tracks of very high quality tracks to be released on mine.
Thanx for all the production help, personal help, bein a great mate, looking out for me, and all that other jibber jabber :P
We will have to catch up soon, we all will... Sydney HHC people... ill be coming down from Brissy in April and there will be a meet up organized, for sure!!!!
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bulby_g
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Posted - 2009/01/15 : 09:59:23
Sometimes it's the only way forward mate. Sounds like you know what you're doing and have made the right choice.
Will be looking forward to hearing these tunes you're promising to knock out. :) Always enjoy your music.
I'm playing You Found The Key at a party tomorrow btw. Will be sure to let you know how it goes down. 
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Deverse
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Posted - 2009/01/15 : 10:22:58
Well I was gonna respond nicely to this thread but you mentioned me then **** it. Get your life sorted. I'm not gonna bother argueing, lets meet in person if you really have big issues and we see how sick you are in person. Other than that live goes on, move on...
PS: In the previous threads I haven't been an smart ass, just speaking what I feel and keeping it real. But meh.
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Future_Shock
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Posted - 2009/01/15 : 10:25:52
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Originally posted by Deverse:
Well I was gonna respond nicely to this thread but you mentioned me then **** it. Get your life sorted. I'm not gonna bother argueing, lets meet in person if you really have big issues and we see how sick you are in person. Other than that live goes on, move on...
was expecting a lot worse to be fair.
Lets meet in person if I have a problem? its you that has the problem not me, and i have no intention of meeting you.
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Audio X
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Posted - 2009/01/15 : 10:28:25
Bah, I'm terrible with this sort of thing. I've been in similar situations, let me tell you. It's rough, but ultimately it's probably the right decision.
Cheers for the shout out as well mate. If I ever play in Australia, first thing I'm doing is hitting you up for a beer. :)
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Deverse
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Posted - 2009/01/15 : 10:30:02
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Originally posted by Andy_Influx:
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Originally posted by Deverse:
Well I was gonna respond nicely to this thread but you mentioned me then **** it. Get your life sorted. I'm not gonna bother argueing, lets meet in person if you really have big issues and we see how sick you are in person. Other than that live goes on, move on...
was expecting a lot worse to be fair.
Lets meet in person if I have a problem? its you that has the problem not me, and i have no intention of meeting you.
I'm just saying, mentioning me and Wilky in your own thread? C'mon now... do we really get to you that bad? Or you just like being a net warrior behind the screen. I have not made a thread and mentioned how much of a **** you are.
I don't have a problem, it's not me who has problem. It's just you causing the problem if things don't go your way.
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Edited by - Deverse on 2009/01/15 10:36:46 |
Audio X
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Posted - 2009/01/15 : 10:31:30
Can it, Deverse. This is not the thread to start your shit.
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Deverse
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Posted - 2009/01/15 : 10:32:10
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Originally posted by Audio X:
Can it, Deverse. This is not the thread to start your shit.
Yeh I know, I was trying to help this guy but until I negative things being said about me. Ohwell.
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Edited by - Deverse on 2009/01/15 10:37:52 |
Future_Shock
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Posted - 2009/01/15 : 10:37:04
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Originally posted by Deverse:
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Originally posted by Audio X:
Can it, Deverse. This is not the thread to start your shit.
Yeh I know, I was trying to help this guy but until I see "**** Wilky" "**** me" **** **** ****. Just really proves how sensitive he is. Wonders.
Actually people have pointed out that all your posts recently have just been stabs at me, im not the only one whos said soemthing about it.
I actually dont give the slightest **** about you, you're the one getting worked up saying if i say anything you're going to *gasp* "See me no matter what"
...because i said **** you in a topic.
... And i'm the girl? pffttt
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Deverse
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Posted - 2009/01/15 : 10:39:45
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Originally posted by Andy_Influx:
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Originally posted by Deverse:
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Originally posted by Audio X:
Can it, Deverse. This is not the thread to start your shit.
Yeh I know, I was trying to help this guy but until I see "**** Wilky" "**** me" **** **** ****. Just really proves how sensitive he is. Wonders.
Actually people have pointed out that all your posts recently have just been stabs at me, im not the only one whos said soemthing about it.
I actually dont give the slightest **** about you, you're the one getting worked up saying if i say anything you're going to *gasp* "See me no matter what"
...because i said **** you in a topic.
... And i'm the girl? pffttt
I don't care I have my opionions, you might just see it as stabbing at you. This is the last time. If you have a problem with me then we'll sort it out a different way instead on here. And are you a girl? Seems like it, all this pity attention seeking talk you doing. You actually people gonna ****ing care, goto a counselor or something dude (you really seem like a depressed person) But if you got problems then lets go PM me.
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Starstruck
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Posted - 2009/01/15 : 10:41:12
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Originally posted by Deverse:
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Originally posted by Audio X:
Can it, Deverse. This is not the thread to start your shit.
Yeh I know, I was trying to help this guy but until I negative things being said about me. Ohwell.
Is it that big of a deal? It's only a forum, people arn't going to get along with each other all the time.. You didn't agree with some things Andrew did or some of his opinions, and i guess he doesn't agree with how you take stabs at him, even for that reason...
End of the day it's just a forum.. this thread shouldnt be turned into a fight or arguement...
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