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RaverBaby69
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 Posted - 2003/09/14 : 19:51:02
First of all I want people who read this to answer me seriously, since i have turned into a nervous wreck since Saturday night and genuinly want some advice.
I had taken a £5 Whizz before and thought it was all good but i been off it for a while, and when i came back 2 it this is what happened:
It started off a nice hot day and me and my 3 friends decided that we we're gonna buy 2 £10 methamphetamine (strong whizz) we were told not 2 take the full lot by the dearler bcoz he sed it wud b strong.. so we went back to my friends house and at about 7pm we each took our £5 whizz, we thought we'd add a little bit more just to make sure it worked and in the end we had just over 2g of whizz (i think - I dont no much about weight). We all took our bombs, and this is where it started 2 go wrong....
I started 2 come up really quickly, but this was too quick it didn't seem right. anyway i felt ok like i was expecting - on top of the world, and we all went on a treck around the estate and got picked up by our m8 in his car. Anyway he drove very fast and jerked about alot onthe corners throwing us about the car.
As soon as I got out of that car i started 2 feel different, one of my friends sicked all their whizz up, i was having trouble breathing (as if i had astma) and found it hard 2 speak without gasping for air frequently.
Later on we babysat where i had a few blasts of weed on a killer (first time). To try and bring me down a little. It never worked anyway and I was chattin away 4 ages about shit. when we went to leave I fell over the sofa and passed out although I do not recall this at all. My m8s got me up and we all walked back to their place - well i sort of walked - u'll understand why in a minute. we opened the door and went to walk up the steps, but i couldn't bcoz wen i put my foot down i couldn't feel anything it was as if i was treading on air, so my m8s had 2 carry me up.
Now this is where i started to worry about myself.... we were all chattin on the sofas and then i got up, but i wasn't aware of where i was, i was out of reality and kind of in a daze but obviously i thought it was real. In my 'dream' i was on my way to the toilet and had told every1. so i sat on the toilet and did my buisiness and thats when i woke up. i was squatting in the hall way and i had pissed through my trousers and onto the carpet.
When i realised what i had done i lockd myself in the bathroom and shouted 4 my friend. I was crying my eyes out and i was confused and ashamed and i thought i was loosing it. She gave me a spare change of clothes and everything was forgotton (in her mind anyway). Then i went into the kitchen 2 wash my hands and flew over something (still don't know what). We went back into the front room and then we all dozed 4 about 2 hrs.
When i kinda woke up only me + 1 other person were in the room, another friend was in the kitchen + another in the toilet.
So i told my m8 i was goin the loo, i walked there went to grab the handle and the next thing i no i hear this voice sayin get up y r u lyin on the floor, and i look up 2 c my friend who has just come out from b ein sick in the loo. I looked around and then said, how the hell did i get here?
That was it then, i thought id totally lost it and cudnot get my head round it. I was upset mainly bcoz i had no controll over my body and i cudnt handle it.
When I walked home the next mornin all my pulse points and my heart were poundin in my chest, i cudnt breath properly still, and my eyes were now wide, teeth grinding away and i had the shakes really bad.
Later that day still felt the same and heard from my m8 that a woman who had brought whizz of the same dealer as we got ours from was in hospital from a £5 whizz she had brought, and the thing was she had bin takin the stuff 4 years!
Well it is now 23.50 and im typing this to take my mind of the things i have been seing in my room - tripping is a lot scarier than i thought, and i was hoping i wud have cum down now, but i still havn't yet.
Now 2 the point..... has anyone else done any thing like this b4 + am i normal????
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Oli G
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Posted - 2003/09/14 : 20:14:06
Erm, it seems like youve done something halluncanagenic, possibly some acid or something else in there
i dunno
im not a drugs expert
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Posted - 2003/09/14 : 20:49:01
it seems like you just took too much of it, is all. nothing that happened to you seems extremely out of place.
i remember one time i was in your position, but with weed. (i think there was something else in it, that they didnt tell me.) i kept forgetting that i was real, and i couldnt speak. i would forget where i was and it was truely frightening. i'd walk somewhere or we'd drive somewhere and i wouldnt know how i got there, etc.
it'll go away, just chill out and dont take as much next time (if t all.)
Oh man, I hope I didn't brain my damage...
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Posted - 2003/09/14 : 22:48:25
Trippin is scary shit, never 4get da time my mate went blind n started
tryin 2 wash every window in on the flats.
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Posted - 2003/09/14 : 23:13:50
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Originally posted by mr bishi:
Trippin is scary shit
Yeah, especially when you're not expecting it...
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mrc
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Posted - 2003/09/15 : 05:27:44
some people would say that u had a bad night, depends how u look at it i suppose. once i got pissed up had a few pills and some weed and took my bird out 4a spin in the motor (dont do drugs and drive its too blaggin) i was so wasted, (i dont remember dropping the pills or any of the time i spent on them cuz of the booze) i convinced myselt (whilst thrtashing the bollox of my baby 1.4) that i was in a computer game and i was safe (to my birds horror) from crashing and from the police (cuz project gotham dosent have pigs). when the jurny was over i left my car running for an hour with the drivers door open while i tried to find my girlfriend (who went home in a benny) she eventually woke up when i knocked on the nextdoor down from her house, some old biddy also woke up. i remember very little about that night (only what my mates tell me) but i learnt that mixing drugs/alcohol can be silly, like pills and strong skunk makes you trip excesivly. and mixing booze and pilly enhances the state of confusion u get from the pills. u have probibly lernt a valuable lesson about drugs, always consume in moderation, especially when its ur 1st time taking something.
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Exhile
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Posted - 2003/09/15 : 05:41:56
Well im just glad im of it all now. I do remember having some scary times on em though. Just dont do em too much
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toxicmusic
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 Posted - 2003/09/15 : 14:49:35
Maybe its a way of saying give that sh!t up! 
The last time my mate had some strong stuff (4get what exactly) she freaked out and tried tearing out her hair saying it was fulla spiders...
Either give it up or take it easy maybe?? 
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Posted - 2003/09/15 : 15:03:21
Sometimes when things are going badly you can make it worse when you start to panic, it does funny things to you and it makes things more and more surreal... if things start going wrong i recon the best thing to do is lie down and try and get through it, dont try and use other drugs to even yourself out, that only works when your havin fun! Weed and pills is great though, whenever i do it crazy thoughts whirl around my brain and i go on little adventures in my mind, real as anything, keeps me happy for hours! just wish i could remember more about them.....
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radiokate
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Posted - 2003/09/15 : 16:44:22
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Originally posted by DJ Hoekzema:
Well im just glad im of it all now. I do remember having some scary times on em though. Just dont do em too much
Frank
yer i can agree with you, readin this kinda took me back to some of the states iv been in... and i expected some ppl to replay sayin u were mad cos it sounds like u had helluva night... lol, not that i agree really. sounds to me like either u did TOOOOO much or there was a little acid or ket or summat in it cos thats the worst state iv been in ever (not off pills now cos well pills can FOOOOK you up init) but once we had 'coke' which turned out to be some mixture of phet and ketamin and christ i was tripping soo much and to make matters worse we were in a club playing full on drum n bass which i cannot handle when im off it and the strobes made me loose it i thought i wasnt real and all the people had faces like that guy off red dwarf (the silver dude with no curves only edges) and i ended up projectile... and i mean PROJECTILE vomiting because i was spinning so much... i.e. (sorry to be vulgour) but i was sat in a cubicle on the bog seat and my sick was hitting the door. i ended up answering some imaginary phone and hiding crouched in this cubicle for about an hour.
worst states ive been off pills would be (1) in my 1st ever event (some deja vu thing upstairs in the sanctuary) id only done em 1 or 2 times b4 and some lad mullered on the floor gave me these proper BROWN pills and i was already in such a state i jus dropped em and when i unsurprisingly threw up on the floor my vomit turned into this flakey papery stuff (in my eyes anywho) and it was sprining out of the floor like a fountain and i kept tellin everyone (god knows who) how pretty it was.
(2) was when i was in some blimmin forest somewhere in england (i tells yous you take me outa wales and things just go bad) off my chops on lil tings off my brother (major acid head who cannot leave the early 90s go by) and i started to trip lightly like nice colours (cos i do actually like tripping) but then my boyfs (ex now) face turned into a dog and eventually all his mates faces took animal formation me not wanted to panic them decided to keep quiet and not tell them that theyd somehow mutated (unaware i was trippin) so i wandered off for a walk and saw one of my friends from primary school chase an umpa lumpa up a tree and just as i was tryna follow her a big lady in an emergency services jacket called me and sed i had to go to the ambulance cos my ex had been hurt and i tried to get back but it was so dark and then this big fence appeard and there were clowns everywhere with HOOOOOJ teeth and oh god they found me the next morning curled up still shaking.
and now i remember why im clean now
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Posted - 2003/09/15 : 17:24:48
i know the feeling - once i went to some gay hard house club as a nipper (bout 15/16) i think. i ended up doing about 4 eddies, got completley trolleyed and had the best night ever! got a lift home from bournemouth back to pompey and by this time i was well and truley on my comedown! got back to my mates house and started smoking. the last thing i smoked was a massive bong (we called it jesus coz it had three extensions and u had to stand and get someone else to light it so that u could toke it!!) started tripping out PROPER after that! was sitting in my chair and decided to go to the toilet. went up and did my business but as i was on my way down the stairs i woke up and realised i was still in my chair! (this is quite disgusting) so at this time i thought i had actually shit myself! it felt real, and i thought it was proper real! i slyed off to the bog (really did go this time) pulled down my kecks and there was absoloutley nothing there. scary shit!!
later that night i was lookin in the mirror and my face was just covered in eyes, was the most terrifying thing that has ever happened to me havent smoked a spliff since and now only do eddies im moderation, at a big rave for example. i feel so much healthier now im not doing em every single friday night!
so raverbaby69 i no exactly wot u mean. give it a rest for a bit if i was u.
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Posted - 2003/09/15 : 17:39:42
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Originally posted by fazza:
havent smoked a spliff since and now only do eddies im moderation, at a big rave for example. i feel so much healthier now im not doing em every single friday night!
agreeing *nods in agreement* *wonders if nods starts with a K* *thinks it shud anyway*
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mason
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Posted - 2003/09/16 : 03:36:03
it sounds like u had to much to fast and when u have to much whizz it can make u see things ive done that before and it sounds tha same as when i done it
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jambo 29
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Posted - 2003/09/21 : 19:08:27
I cant say ive had that effect with speed but it might of been mixed with ketamine
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Posted - 2003/09/24 : 15:36:55
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im not an expert,but thru experience it sounds like ur whizz was cut with acid (dunno if any1's already said this) a m8 of mine had a similar situation, was told not 2 do it all, did it anyway,had strange trippy experiences. he also had blackouts and slight sickness. freaked him out a lot cos he wasnt expecting 2 trip out on speed. coupla days later he was told by the dealer it was cut with acid. sounds like a pretty cruel thing 2 do without telling the person who's buying it.
hope everythings ok now tho.
just goes 2 show,u can NEVER b 2 careful
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 Posted - 2003/09/24 : 16:01:35
Dunno if anyone wil agree, but by wot ur sayin it sound like u were sold ket insted of whizz. i think that by mixin this ket you brought with a bit of whizz sent u crazy to start off with and then the ket took over. aswell as the killer on weed, probly added to it all if ur not used to it. by the dealer tellin u its strong and warnin u its sounds he knew he wernt sellin u whizz.only an idea tho.all depends wetha uve dun ket & know how to handle it anyway i suppose
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