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atomsk
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Posted - 2009/08/04 : 01:22:14
god time pass's really fast
AGE 10: i remember when a day was.. waking up and walking to school with some friends, eating breakfast with the class and doing some work, go out side, lunch, and play then leave home on the bus.... god time has gone by
AGE 13-15:it went from that to, scared to walk alone or even with friends cuz the fear of getting gang jumped, having so much school work you freak on everyone, no time for your self, hardly any time to sleep.
AGE 16+:this is what it is now, fighting people trying to harm you, getting kicked out of school, looking for a job and a home, trying to eat, paying your moms bills (cuz im the only one that can work)
why do things move so fast, im not even 18 yet FFS
is this just happing to me?
everyone i came close to fell away, they became so immature, am i the only one who has to grow up and not let others do things for me, it feels like im growing older faster than others....
dose anyone feel like this, or am i seeing things way different?
and no im not Q_Q lol
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DjSakari
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Posted - 2009/08/04 : 01:57:22
Age 10: Fifth grade. Easy work, stress free. Learned what jerking off was, as did every other guy that year.
Age 12/13: 7th Grade. Realizing who people really are, and that not everyone is your friend anymore. Lose trust with people, gain trust with others. Social structures are becoming more real.
Age 15: Freshman in high school, back to being the smaller people. Starting to struggle with grades. People fight when they're angry now.
Age 16: Presently. People are losing their virginities rapidly (although lots of girls did back in middle school to older guys). College becomes a thing to start thinking about. Classes getting more difficult.
I feel the same way you do about the immaturity thing. All my friends haven't grown up a bit and just think they can kick anyones ass for insulting them (which they do a lot now, it's pathetic and insecure). All they want to do when they hang out is get wasted, get high, puke their guts out, and forget what they did that night, as if just being with your friends isn't fun anymore.
I feel bad you have to pay bills and shit though man. But think of it this way, you're just more prepared for what's to come.
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Lorenzo.Tweakn
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Posted - 2009/08/04 : 02:21:06
Age 10: became obessed with basketball n rap. i was kinda like a wangsta
Age 12: life is easy. older bro shows me what house music was. started dressing "prepy" cause all other kids are.
Age 13/14:working my ass off for the upcoming football(american football) season,get the point where im throwing like 35-45yrds. break my leg at football. become depressed as fuk with life.14-try playing football again, but lost all my abilities since i didnt do rehab hard enough
Age 15: found electronic music again. but this time with s3rl-pretty rave girl, all my friends start doing drugs n drinking. decide to stay clean. stop hanging out with most of em.
Age 16:started producing n found it way to keep me drug n alcohol free. realizes how much the main stream is ****ing up America's youths. Obsessed with Australian hardcore.
plan on getting my first job sometime around Christmas.....lucky as hell that my step dad n my mom make enough money to the point where i don't NEED to work.
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atomsk
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Posted - 2009/08/04 : 02:24:59
quote: Originally posted by DjSakari:
I feel the same way you do about the immaturity thing. All my friends haven't grown up a bit and just think they can kick anyones ass for insulting them (which they do a lot now, it's pathetic and insecure). All they want to do when they hang out is get wasted, get high, puke their guts out, and forget what they did that night, as if just being with your friends isn't fun anymore.
everyone dose that in my town, its so sad... they try and get me to do that shit... im like "i dont want to wast my life on drugs again" alot of them do weed, coke, and pills... its just sad what they do
quote: Originally posted by DjSakari:
I feel bad you have to pay bills and shit though man. But think of it this way, you're just more prepared for what's to come.
lol dont feel bed, thanks tho... i just dont like people feeling sorry for something they didnt do
but i do think i am more prepared, alot of people i know dont even know how to apply for a job -_-
quote: Originally posted by Lorenzo.Tweakn:
Age 16:started producing n found it way to keep me drug n alcohol free. realizes how much the main stream is ****ing up America's youths. Obsessed with Australian hardcore.
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i feel bad for ya that u have to work n stuff isnt going great for ya
good to hear that you stayed clean
i hate america main stream, it really dose **** us up lol
and like i said, dont feel sorry for something you didnt do =b
would like to hear someone older post on this one to, just want to see what they think
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tru bass
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Posted - 2009/08/04 : 02:37:50
this forum is starting to piss me off
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Lorenzo.Tweakn
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Posted - 2009/08/04 : 02:38:39
quote: Originally posted by tru bass:
this forum is starting to piss me off
why?
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DjSakari
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Posted - 2009/08/04 : 02:38:45
Staying clean ftw!
I might get "Straight Edge" and "Always Faithful" (in latin) tattooed on me somewhere when I'm older
quote: Originally posted by tru bass:
this forum is starting to piss me off
o.O
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atomsk
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Posted - 2009/08/04 : 02:46:02
quote: Originally posted by tru bass:
this forum is starting to piss me off
bahahah
why?
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DjSakari
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Posted - 2009/08/04 : 02:53:08
Maybe it's cause I wear a cardigan.
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whispering
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Posted - 2009/08/04 : 06:31:56
It goes so fast, because you dwell on the past. You should start feeling that way when your my age :p
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frozt
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Posted - 2009/08/04 : 06:56:08
quote: Originally posted by whispering:
It goes so fast, because you dwell on the past. You should start feeling that way when your my age :p
this. I started to think of how fast time is going by but I only tend to think about it when I'm in a bad mood. Otherwise I'm actually trying to do something with my life right now.
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Wilky
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Posted - 2009/08/04 : 09:15:00
Dont forget time, days months, year etc are man made things. Life itself is just one big day
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Starstruck
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Posted - 2009/08/04 : 09:43:06
I try not to dabble on the past (negative aspects), i try to think of the future :)
But boy i've changed alot !!
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tru bass
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Posted - 2009/08/04 : 10:48:52
just getting a lil too emotional for me
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Audio Warfare
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Posted - 2009/08/04 : 10:49:53
I usually find copious amounts of acid helps. I'm not really even sure what year it is anymore.
Straight edge ftw etc.
quote: Originally posted by tru bass:
just getting a lil too emotional for me
I think... I love you mate. Give me a hug.
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Meathead
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Posted - 2009/08/04 : 12:07:58
quote: Originally posted by tru bass:
this forum is starting to piss me off
lol know the feeling mate.
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